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blink 182-Not now ( how i feel)

Come here, please hold my hand, Lord, now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how
To fight this, God has a master plan
And I guess, I am in his demand

Please save me, this time I cannot run
And I'll see, you when this is done
And now I, have come to realize
That you are, the one who's left behind

Please stay untill I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting

I see, the light it feels good
And I'll come, back soon just like you would
It's use less, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Please stay untill I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath
And don't forget
That I will be right here waiting

Please stay untill I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath
And don't forget
That I will be right here waiting

Please stay untill I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me
I'm right here waiting
And take my one last breath
And don't forget
That I will be right here waiting

My mood: pretty sad

Still cant get use to it

This is the 4Th week that my daughter has been going to school. I still cant get use to her going. I have the day (well till 430) to myself when i don't have work to do whatever i want. I still get worried when she goes. She is only 2 years old and she doesn't talk so i have to rely on what the teacher and the aids say. WE have already had problems at the school so it doesn't help me any better when i am home wondering if she is having a good day or if she is eating right. I think i might get use to her going by like april..lol. 

 


Im Back

I havent been on here for awhile. So much as happen from the last time i sign on till now. That mind is all over the place, cant make sense of anything. Im kinda hopeing that coming back here i canget everything straigtend out and get the advice and friends that i need. Cause i am feeling very lonely and confused and idk. just happy to be back.


Her first tooth

Aubrey finally sprouted her first tooth. It isn't fully out but if u put ur finger in her mouth u feel the top of it. Finally she got one. 16 months with no teeth is weird.

Aubrey is sick :(

I hate when aubrey is sick. I got woken up by aubrey crying. When I touched her neck she felt hot, so I touched her forehead with my lips and she was burning up. I gave her the baby tylenol which she didn't like. Then she threw up all over herself and me. After awhile her fever started to go down and she fell sleep. She woke up fine but then her fever came back. I hate when she she is sick. She still isn't talking so she can't tell me excatlly what she wants or what's bothering her. I hope she gets better soon.
My mood: a bit worried

its snowing

Its snowing outside!! Yay. My daughter is looking out the window and laughing at the snow. I open the window and she started to laugh even harder. Lol. She was sticking her hand out trying to catch it. She is so adorable.
My mood: a bit mellow

stupid cashiers

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I hate clothes.

I am going to a christmas party for my store and I need sumthing to wear. Trying on clothes just made me sad. I looked disguesting in everything. Idk what I am gonna wear for the party. But now I am just depressed.

someone to talk to..

I wish had someone to talk to. There is never anyone on aim. And the people that are on I don't want to talk to them. And sometime the people I do talk seems like they don't rly want to talk or listen to me. Idk..everyone needs some to talk to. I am always listening to other peoples problem and feelings. And when I try to the same I feel like I am just annoying people. Idk maybe I'm just imgaineing this.
My mood: a bit lonely

shocked

I don't even know what to say right now. I just found out to of my friends got fired for stealing. I'm still suprised and shocked..I wanna know what happen. One of them got arrested, so I wanna know if he is ok. Everything is crazy now cause christmas coming and it gonna get crazy and we need cashiers..idk
My mood: a bit shocked

fuckin people!!!!

I feel like if sch to fuckin work then come in to work. I am her 530 in the fuckin morning and another girl is suppose to be wit me. She didn't show up and didn't call. I'm annoyed cause she said she was gonna be here. She is usually the opener, I'm only there b.c they see her has unrelayble, which what she did 2day proves right. I'm in bad now cause I'm tired and people here r annoying. They usually order breakfeast, and she does it. Then they expect me 2 do the say..hell no. Just b.c she does sumthing doesn't mean I have to follow.
My mood: a bit annoyed

sick

I feel like crap right now. I had to call out from work and I hate doing that. I hate when people do it to me and now I did it. But I know I had to cause I can barely move.

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stupid cashiers
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someone to talk to..
shocked
****** people!!!!
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